stay POSITIVE!

很久很久沒有那樣崩潰過。

原來我也有心理不平衡的潛質。




i just want to live a simple life.

夾在中間夾多了對身體也不好。

Enjoying life

Tried a number of "experiments" these days...


1. Baked edible & good-looking CAKEs <~ like 5 times in a week... @@

2. Won the one and only one Mahjong game I played with "professional Mahjong players" who play Mahjong almost every Saturday and Sunday @@

3. Random library service. dealt with piles of books. & 書中自有「黃金屋」=)

4. Attitude towards long holiday has changed.

5. Took random photos @ wherever I go ~> preparation for 1photo/5min...


and maybe there are some other little experiments that are undergoing but i didn't notice at all =)


SMILE & APPRECIATE =)

everything is going to be ALL RIGHT.

毒癮發作 2.0

總算讓我研究到怎樣製作 workable 的 blogger skin xD

終於沒有被 reject xD


成功踏出第一步 =)

Day Job

KGNGU!

順利渡過. 多謝 =)

又是「亂講野」的一天 xD

也不理是對是錯，錯都無所謂，最緊要「感覺良好」，還有就是增加「自然的」interview經驗。


遇到的professors都好像很nice =)

印象分提升不少 xD (是說要他們提升對我的印象分才有用的說...)



溝通有助思考。

印象也比較深刻 =)

各位努力為理想加油吧！


http://mytv.tvb.com/news/sundayreport/25672

temptations are just illusions/tricks

start @ 18:08；「金句」@ 20:22

So one thing we observed in the data is that it looked like, in terms of ... The gang leader always got paid, OK? No matter how bad it was economically, he always got himself paid.

So we had some theories related to cash flow, and lack of access to capital markets, and things like that. But then we asked the gang member, "Well, why is it you always get paid, and your workers don't always get paid?"

His response is, "You got all these niggers below you who want your job, you dig? If you start taking losses, they see you as weak and ****."

And I thought about it, and I said, "CEOs often pay themselves million-dollar bonuses, even when companies are losing a lot of money. And it never would really occur to an economist that this idea of 'weak and ****' could really be important." But maybe -- maybe "weak and ****" -- maybe "weak and ****" is an important hypothesis that needs more analysis.

sometimes things are just easier said than done.

=) 笑福臨門！！！

nervous again... hmmm...

做學生時想拿高分，會努力讀書，不會問老師自己需要甚麼能力才可以讓別人給我高分；同樣找工作也是，自己做好準備，知道自己想怎樣便可以。

X先生，您好! 首先，祝您早日康復! xD

好地地去買拖鞋咪好囉...

http://hk.apple.nextmedia.com/template/apple_sub/art_main.php?iss_id=20090515&sec_id=12187376&art_id=12757779


跟甚麼二十幾和三十幾的年輕人去打籃球...


http://www.hksh.com/chi/information/PDF/hksh_pdf/282.pdf

>_<

家裡住了三個handicaps真的那裡也不用去。

人殘心不殘萬歲！



大家加油！

我會為你打氣 & 服務 =)

email conversation =/= phone conversation

sometimes i prefer email conversation over telephone conversations
because i could not talk freely via phone... -_-"
(that explains why i always "hmmm/ah..." when i am not alone...)



如果我正在忙/睡覺/仔洗手間，甚至根本沒法聽電話... @.@

所以嘛，喜歡send email是有原因的。


anyways, thanks for your worries.
though i should say i won't post up any blog post when i am physically in trouble xD


自說自話只適用於心煩氣躁/十分無聊/有有趣東西分享的moments =)

take care =)

amber @ my903.com

SONJA

"因為曾經，你都這樣吵吵鬧鬧。"

http://amber.blog.my903.com/index.php?op=ViewArticle&articleId=6363



交換生活

"在外久了會想家，在家久了回想流浪。世界很大，還要去更多地方，發掘一下世界和我的可能性，我才能好好認識自己。"

http://amber.blog.my903.com/index.php?op=ViewArticle&articleId=5263


Ellena

"有時我想，原來我都認識許多菲律賓朋友，但我們甚至沒有一張合照。"

http://amber.blog.my903.com/index.php?op=ViewArticle&articleId=5165


glad that i have a few with LIZA =)
but sad at the same time for not having one with ALI, AMY & GILDA... and lost touch with them.

小小巧合, 足以令我樂上半天 =)

繼那個「渾身是愛」的巧合後，一個禮拜後有「CX748」...





十年前是 CX748, 十年後也是 CX748... xD

一樣是從南非到香港。

某特輯因為CX沒贊助所以要避嫌才用 CY748 xD


anyways, 「shadowing之旅」看樣子應該泡湯...

step & go BACK HOME =)

暫時還是「王不見王」的形勢... 像在玩「躲貓貓」 xD



anyways, time to prepare for my interview next mon...
雖然當長見識，但不能樣衰！！



we can make it =)

STEP & GO 1

1. blood glucose level: 15.*

難怪很累。

然後晚飯也立即沒胃口吃（不敢吃），只吃雞肉... @.@



2. mild fever in the afternoon, but returned to normal before we left.



3. should have been there a bit earlier so i could take a look how he is taught by someone else @ how to walk/walk up & down the stairs...

3rd STEP

圓滿結束。

better than expected. =)



Next step: STEP & GO with 3 "limbs" for 6 weeks.

2nd STEP

things are running smoothly.

bonus: the 2nd time for me to play "WHO HAS THE BIGGEST BRAIN" with a touch-screen computer.

1. i could finally be able to see and TOUCH the "legendary" ***.

2. LOVE IS GREAT.

3. i have problem in coordinating my limbs to do something that i am less used to, but i am glad that "calm mode" is always turned on no matter what. xD

4. whenever i visit this place, i DISCOVER something new.

5. so good that it provides BROADBAND + TOUCH-SCREEN computer this time (though it is very slow that someone could not be able to watch OUTDATED local news smoothly in myTV @ tvb.com, and multi-tasking is disabled.)

6. this is actually another 2008 lunar new year incident, just that i am free this time... suddenly makes me feel guilty @ why i didn't "persist" last time and "last last time"...

Next step: 3rd STEP @ 12052009 2100...


what a packed scheduled...

1st STEP

第一步: 1st STEP @ 12052009 0600


算是成功，還有bonus = 家英哥 & 阿姐... 近到無可再近，不敢望，但feel到他們很nice xD

1. 原來輪椅載人的同時也可以載喼，旁人看見覺得很「牙煙」就是了。

2. 是說Ｎ次轉機上上落落行樓梯(很不人性化)已經把某人在短短四十八小時內訓練成一人三足高手，見到樓梯也不怕，樓梯超窄也照上，並且不記得落樓梯更麻煩，旁人看見覺得很恐怖就是了。

3. 某人雖然故作輕鬆，但後期很躁的表現讓旁人覺得某人其實很怕就是了。

512這樣就一年了... 繼續加油！

這裡也是！


=) smile (=
是說考完AL甚麼劇也是一集都沒有看過。
之前剩下的也沒有完成。



下一步: 2nd STEP @ 12052009 1200 即將展開

又是表現自己的時候, 不過這些機會我寧願不要...

不要勉強自己。


不是要你看輕自己的能力，但也不要太高估自己的能力。
有些擔心，還是必須的。


這已經不是膽大或膽小的問題。
膽大的不一定是強者，膽小的也不是弱者。
就好像欺負人的表面看來很強，可是內心卻空虛得很，其實極度缺乏自信心。


雖然是很小、再平常不過的事，但也請在作出決定前想想身邊的人，並在付諸實行的時候謹慎行事，儘量把傷害減到最少。


thanks for your inspirations!
感謝您「又」在「適當時機」給我「無傷大雅」的考驗。


TAKE CARE & GET WELL SOON!!!

夏天的風

不知道是不是最近聽「渾身是愛」聽得太多，現在聽久違的、原本很夏天的「夏天的風」，忽然覺得很傷感...

夏天的風 吹入我心中 妳站在海邊望著天空
妳說世界是多麼遼闊 渺小的我們擁有什麼

當時的我們還很懵懂 妳就像溫室裡的花朵
保護著妳 不讓妳凋落 捧在我手心不曾放手

時間滴答的走 年華似水的流 年少輕狂的愛能多久
妳放開我的手 綻放出燦爛的花朵

每到夏天 我吹著溫暖的風 想起當時我們愛的很灑脫
美麗的蒲公英散落空中 隨著風搖曳的很自由

每到夏天 我吹著溫暖的風 我們的故事簡單卻很生動
花瓣掉落在我的手中 握著我們曾經的感動

渾身是愛

*mark lui rap rap rap?!*

順利迎著風起飛　是你嗎　引領著我飛過下世紀
落力演出每段好戲　是你嗎　賜我發奮動機

we can see what we want
we can hear what we want
we can be what we wanna be
yeah~

無條件　日日見一面　就入滿我的能源　強得足夠我維持一天
默默去想念　亦讓我覺得完全　人生即刻找對焦點

*mark lui rap rap rap?!*

落幕時候勁不足　是你嗎　似贊助我跑過大峽谷
歷盡艱辛　到達家裡　是你嗎　叫這裡更幸福

we can see what we want
we can hear what we want
we can be what we wanna be
yeah~

無條件　日日見一面　就入滿我的能源　強得足夠我維持一天
默默去想念　亦讓我覺得完全　人生即刻找對焦點

*mark lui rap rap rap?!*

we can see what we want
we can hear what we want
we can be what we wanna be
yeah~

無條件　在為我充電　並沒有　半點微言　全身都散發柔和光圈
日日見一面　就入滿我的能源　強得足夠我維持一天
默默去想念　亦讓我覺得完全　人生即刻找對焦點



the coloured parts are applicable to your family members & very very good friends =)

the bold parts sound like the aspirations of teenagers... xD

y2k前的暑假

y2k前的暑假 (the first and the best of the y2k series... 第一次看的時候是九歲 @@)
http://www.rthk.org.hk/classicschannel/pop_tv90s_0052.htm



十年前的歌... 渾身是愛。


很詭異的讓我在考UE Oral前在喝珍珠奶茶的地方聽到。

更詭異的是我前兩天才想要用那首歌給人弄生日video...


that proves that i am kind of lucky.



and here comes y2k+10 前的暑假...

you know even holding 1 balloon is kind of happy

I would start by asking people to rate their happiness between 1 and 10... and when they answered, I would inflate that number of balloons and give them that number of balloons to hold. So, we have some really happy person holding 10 balloons and some really sad soul holding 1 balloon, but you know even holding 1 balloon is kind of happy.
--- [@ 11:44]

i like his "We Feel Fine" project + the "balloon" project starting @ 10:52


笑福臨門 =)

A 3-minute story of mixed emoticons

lol. xD

would I be able to express my ideas fluently tmr?!