理所當然

沒有甚麼東西是理所當然的。
有些事物得來太容易，我開始 "take it for granted"。
好討厭好討厭這樣的人，好討厭這樣的我。

依然很懶惰的沒有想辦法改變現狀。
只想有人能改變我。

夠了。

怎麼我就是要這麼被動？

以後可以怎麼辦？


aoi

my 2010 my 20th...

Jan
- 差不多整個月都活在驚恐的狀態中吧. just because...

...be pro-active about figuring out what you want to do. If you don’t know what to do, well don’t just sit around and wonder what to do. Do something.

Feb
- 開學的感覺良好... 吧?
- 假忙 -> 躁底...

might be a way to seek attention. but it always fails. it's only a way to isolate myself from the ones i love and care so much.

Mar
- promotion period 的完結. AGM 的開始. midterms and deadlines...

Apr
- Inauguration.

當一個人hea也hea得周身唔聚財果陣，something is very wrong indeed!

May
- Final!

Jun
- Summer course

Jul
- Ocamp Preparation

Aug
- Reg Day ~> Ocamp ~> ReUsss

Sep
- Oweek

Oct
- MP

自我膨脹的我好討厭

Nov
- ?!

Dec
- 試了, 撞板了. Final!. First-aid refresher course. Bangkok. First-aid exam. RE-Us.


aoi